Our Daily Bread

Greetings!

Hello you! Yes, you! :) You're here on my page and yes, you will know me... maybe just a glimpse of me but since you're here, you can already see a part of who I am. I welcome you to my blogging world and I'm happy to have you here!

Thanks for dropping by!

Love to all!

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Anim-napu: Tag-lish Mode

Ito ang ika-anim-napu kong 'blog' dito sa 'site' na 'to para sa taong ito, at napagdisisyunan kong magtagalog sa hindi malamang rason (ang hirap pala talaga kung dapat Tagalog lahat!). Well, maguupdate lang ako ng konti.. Ewan kung konti lang ba talaga but I think ile-let ko nalang mag-flow ang mga sasabihin ko ayon sa sasabihin ng puso't isip ko.

Hmmm.. Mahabang weekend ako from work and masarap sa pakiramdam malaman na may mahabang pahinga ako :) o pahinga nga ba? Marami pa din kasing dapat asikasuhin eh. But anyways, ganun talaga. Masaya padin ako dahil long weekend :) Thank You naman sa Kanya :) Unang Undas ko nga din pala dito sa Aussie and well, nakakapanibagong hindi makadalaw sa puntod ng mga mahal namin sa buhay na sumakabilang buhay na kasama Sya :) na-miss ko yung pagluto ng 'biko' at pansit sa bahay.. Hmmm.. Na-miss ko yung pagtayo ng tent sa simenteryo :) na-miss ko mga pinsan kong makukulit! Na-miss ko ang dami at gulo ng mga tao, pati ang lupit ng traffic! Waaaa! In short, na-miss ko ang sa amin, bahay namin, ang Davao, at higit sa lahat ang mga mahal ko sa buhay. Ito na yata yung moment na magdadrama na ko ang malamang dito ko mapapalabas ang kadramahan kong ito about sa pagka-miss sa amin. Haiz. Lord, magihintay ako sa perfect time Mo kung kelan nga ba kami makakauwi ulit para makasama mga loved ones namin..

Lately, ayos naman ako.. Masasabi kong I'm doing good and I'm better.. Not bitter, but BETTER than before.. About the adjustments, the proocessing of my registration here, sa trabaho, sa IELTS exam.. At higit sa lahat.. Ang kundisyon ng puso ko. Kung titingnan at tatanungin ko ang puso ko ngayon, sasabihin nyang masaya sya at mejo ok na.. Syempre dahil yun kay Lord :) si Lord lang talaga ang dahilan at nagbigay ng dahilan para muling mabuhay ang puso ko.. And Sya lang ang rason kung bakit tumitibok at buhay pa ito. :) grabe, ang galing ni Lord talaga! Kung close kami noon, mas close na kami ngayon.. As in super close!

Haaaay. Kahit nahihirapan talaga ako most of the time, alam ko naman na kasama ko Sya at 'di Nya ako iiwan kahit ano pa ang mangyare.. Madalas iiyak nalang ako (what's new nga naman?) pero 'di na katulad ng dati na matatagalan ang pagiyak ko.. :) meaning madali na akong maging ok dahil sa Kanya. Hay! Ang swerte ko! Mahal na mahal Nya ko, and mahal na mahal ko din naman Sya..

Well, siguro din panahon na para ma-share ko dito na may espesyal na tao sa buhay ko ngayon. Pinagdadasal ko Sya lagi and alam kong ganun din naman sya sa 'kin. Kaso, hindi ako umaasa kasi sa Kanya nalang talaga ako magtitiwala ngayon.. At masasabi ko ding takot na takot padin talaga ako. :( mahlaga itong taong ito sa akin, masaya kaming nakilala namin ang isa't isa.. Pero mahirap padin talaga, kaya ang Panginoon padin talaga ang dapat kapitan at pagkatiwalaan sa lahat dahil Sya naman talaga dapat ang nasusunod and ang lahat ng kagustuhan Nya ay tama.

Hanggang dito nlng muna siguro :) masyado atang napahaba ito eh..

Happy Halloween sa lahat!

Friday, October 22, 2010

The King and His Princess

Through all the pain and the sorrow, Lord, You've always been there. Often times I tend to forget and not notice this until You will come to me and embrace me with Your warm love by making me see the true essence of what is happening. Now, I cry for the thought of having You always whenever I feel down and so left out. You were there to tap my back, to let me cry on Your shoulder, to hold Your hand and just be me, Your daughter.. Your princess.

The last two weeks have been CRAZY! These two weeks made me cry a lot for different reasons. But still, I knew that God is in everything that is happening and for that I know that I should be greatful. A certain verse strike me that says "don't give the devil a chance." Ephesians 4.27, and for me this means that we shouldn't give the devil a chance to separate us from our God. The devil knows our weaknesses, he exactly knows what acts should he do with us.. So for this, we should not allow him to come in between us and God. Yes, it will never be easy but this life with Our God is a continuous battle! So, it it up to us on how we would face each day. We just have to remember that we are not fighting alone, and even from the start the battle is not ours, it is God's. In short, WE ARE BORN TO WIN! -- 1 John 4.4. :)

I know you are working in me, Lord.
Thank You for always treating me as Your Princess.. You are My King.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

What's Been Happening Lately?

Oh well.. I don't actually have any idea on what to say here really. Guess I'll end up thinking as I type this blog..

What's happening to me lately? Well, I've been busy with..

Work and the IELTS exams.

Work -- it has been a great challenge! A great blessing, a great job to have! I am so thankful to My King of what's happening to me at work. Though I still find it hard sometimes, but I'm able to manage things pretty well compared before. True enough that there would really be people that would annoy you (seriously), but for me it's really a part of everyone's life. Also, a way to stretch your patience and understanding. Good thing, yeah? Aside from that.. Ouch! My back hurts. My hip hurts! My whole body hurts! :'( Manual handling with our clients really gives me pain (just think about my size, and how big they can be compared to me). But oh well, I believe that it's a matter of getting used to it and practicing good posture and body mechanics as I work. The pain is just another part of the 'nega' side of it, yet the feeling of being able to serve, assist and help others are the things that matters most to me. Being able to be there for them. I should say that this is one of the most extra ordinary experience of my life! As it says: Scope -- see the person, not the disability. :)

IELTS exam -- woah! I've been really pressured about this. Not just pressured but anxious as well. Having the fear of not passing this exam again. :( well, it was done already, yesterday (9th October 2010), and I've done what I can. Now I am praying to Him, I'm letting Him decide of what's going to happen, whether I'll pass the whole exam or the other way around. I have to remind myself not to worry about this because there are still things that I need to focus on. Well, guess I'll have this nervous feeling of waiting for the results then! But still, I am thanking Him for everything. :)

What else?

Oh yeah! I'm happy that now I have my Bible Study partner! Now, there would be this someone to reflect and share your thoughts with the word of God. Cool isn't it? Well, we're doing it through the Internet (hi-tech! Haha), because we're too far from each other. But still, we feel blessed that we are able to learn and understand God's messages to us. And I do believe that in this way our faith would burn more in our hearts. :)

And oh! I have my new Tumblr blog site.. A partner of this blog site, I should say. Because there, my followers and the people I follow are following Him too, Our King, so it's really nice! Meeting/making new friends there is really awesome. Blogging and posting photos about God. It inspires me too! :) and it's one of the things that makes me smile each day. God is just so amazing making us smile in the simpliest way He can. I just love Him so much! :)

Well, I guess that's all for now!

'Til then! :)