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Love to all!

Monday, December 13, 2010

LOVE by St. Augustine

As I was browsing the internet, I ended up typing the word 'love' in Google search. Huh?! Hang on... I am literally finding the meaning of love in Google?! Anyway, it seems that it was like that, but yeah... Maybe I just don't know anymore what to do while in the internet. Well, by doing that, I ended up reading this one definition by a Saint. Sometimes, it is also a good thing to search in Google on things that you are not sure about 'coz you might just end up finding something interesting that could answer your questions... Such as this one :) pretty awesome, I reckon. :)

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
 
-St. Augustine

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Unknown

I don't know..
The title of this blog says it all..

UNKNOWN.

I don't know what exactly am I feeling right now.

Or maybe, I am just denying it.

It is so hard when you have to fight for what you feel. The more you don't wanna think about it, the more it lingers in your mind. The more you escape, the more it leads you there. Why is that so? Now, this is not making me happy at all! But it doesn't make me sad either. It just makes me feel stupid really! And it makes me feel like the "old me" -- not sure. Not sure of what she feels, not sure of what she thinks. NOT SURE.

There must be a reason why I feel this way. I am asking God about this and yeah, I don't have the answers yet. And sometimes, being unsure is good for me. Why? Because it means that I have to hold on to Him more, which makes us closer together. I don't wanna make this long or I will end up saying stupid things again. But yeah, my heart just wants to scream! Or even if it does, will he hear it? Oh, never mind. If I will make this longer then more stupid things will be revealed in here so I must stop now.

Sighs.