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Saturday, February 25, 2012

CHANGE

CHANGE; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here's the truth.. The more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. And sometimes, change is.. everything. --Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy ♥

Sharing this wonderful quote from one of my favorite TV shows, Grey's Anatomy. I haven't been marathon-ing it for a while and I do miss it. I actually miss doing a LOT of things and this is in connection to this shared quote. Change -- it is inevitable. We cannot prevent it from happening. It happens everyday and often times we really don't want it happening but alas! It is there every single day. Sometimes it tends to stop us from the things we wanna do, things we wanna happen, things we are used to. It hurts knowing that it may lead us feeling troubled and worried but knowing and accepting that change is just there, maybe.. just maybe changing the way we think about it would make a difference. Looking at it in a more constuctive way rather than considering it as something that would destroy us. Trying to adapt to it rather than choosing to get stuck on the things we are usually doing. And it is true, sometimes change is good. We just have to deal with it in a better way. Yes, it is scary (espacially to me who's a very vulnerable person), but I am learning to feel good about it. It is amazing on how 'change' can make you a better person and I'm not saying this just for the hell of saying it but because my experiences says it all. And pfft! It is never easy, but that's how we learn and mature -- understanding that even if change may surprise you in different ways, if you know how to handle it, it could be the BEST thing!

So yeah, I am hopeful. A great change is gonna happen to me in this season of my life. I am terrified. I am scared. I am worried. I wouldn't deny all that. But I am full of HOPE, full of FAITH within myself and especially to My Creator that ALL IS WELL AND EVERYTHING IS UNFOLDING AS IT SHOULD! Now, I just remembered what my friend (Kat Casanova) told me one time, that something really good is happening and I am gonna hold on to that.

Universe, I've always wondered how wonderful my life has been since I've been present in the beauty of existing in you and though I've struggled a lot before and many more challenges are ahead of me, I should say.. It has been fruitful and my heart is grateful for EVERYTHING. God, thanks for taking care of my life in this universe You've made. Truly, I feel Your unconditional LOVE every single day.

*smiles from the bottom of my heart*

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

In The Mourning

http://soundcloud.com/aiamiming/in-the-mourning-cover

...Because this song suits this crucial stage of my life. And yes, I do love this song from one of my favorite bands, Paramore.

I can't believe that I haven't been blogging for how many months now. 2012 kicked in and yet I didn't even bother to blog here again. That is just sad. As sad as how I feel right now. :(
I was talking to Him before and actually told Him these words -- "Life sucks." As I was crying my heart out. I knew right there and then that what I said was true and at the same time not right to say, especially to Him. But I thought, He knows what's in my heart and mind already, so might as well not pretend and say "Life is beautiful" where in fact I'm in a lonley state right now and actually having this feeling that the universe is being unfair. I still can't get over the thought of blogging all this now because this is my first blog of the new year and yet it's about lonliness and confusion and cries. It is actually 1.18 a.m. and I can't sleep. That's probably the reason why I am blogging all I feel right now because I just have to. God, I am sorry if at this moment I am feeling all negative and sad, but You know the situation I am in and I'm tired. Really tired. But despite all this, I am grateful. Why? Because I know deep in me that You are gonna save me from this awful state of lonliness. I am grateful because I know that everything happens for a reason and I may not know it now, but the day would come that I would get Your message for letting all this happen. I am grateful because even if I'm feeling this way, my FAITH is growing and my TRUST in You is not failing. Geez.. I'm really doing well on ending this blog. (Didn't expect that.)

So anyway, before actually ending this, here's the beautiful lyrics of the song:

You escaped like a runaway train
Off the tracks and down again
My heart's beating like a steamboat tugging
All your burdens, on my shoulders

In the mourning I'll rise
In the mourning I'll let you die
In the mourning, all my worries

Now there's nothing but time that's wasted
And words that have no backbone
Now it seems like the whole world is waiting
Can you here the echoes fading?

In the mourning I'll rise
In the mourning I'll let you die
In the mourning, all my sorries

T-T