Our Daily Bread

Greetings!

Hello you! Yes, you! :) You're here on my page and yes, you will know me... maybe just a glimpse of me but since you're here, you can already see a part of who I am. I welcome you to my blogging world and I'm happy to have you here!

Thanks for dropping by!

Love to all!

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

VLOGGING

FIRST-TIMER. HAPPY HAPPY!


Woohoo! That went okaaaay. I'm a happy cat. Meow.  =^_____^=

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

More of Me

The beginning of this year, like any other beginning of a year, I always have this hope in me. I guess I've always had this mentality where even though dramas are always in my life, I always have the hope that good things are always gonna happen. I don't know but I think it's related to having this faith that's always been in my heart since I was just a little kid. One of the greatest gift that my parents gave me is this -- to always keep the faith in my heart. They've taught me to believe in God and put my trust in Him. Growing up, I already see life as if it's all messed up. Funny because when I have to look back on the first memories I have as a kid, they're pretty messed up...and I'd rather not say. But that's not really the idea here. The idea is despite all that, I still am standing and learning more about life. Growing up, I thought that life is always gonna be so difficult, but now I see it as a challenge. Life is full of uncertainties and misfortunes (if we wanna think it that way), but is it really? Maybe, I'm just really full of optimism at the moment or I choose to be really positive, but yes, I really am looking at life right now as the best thing there is. Related to me saying this is the reason why I started blogging in the first place -- to reveal my purpose here on earth. I think it's slowly revealing and I really wanna think it that way.

Another reason for me saying that is the fact that I now have the courage to chase my dreams! Gosh. I really am so pumped to do the things I love the most. Like, late last year, I started singing more. I got lucky to be in a band, and this year I'm pretty sure we will do more music together. I love all of them. They are lovely people. I'm so lucky to have found them. And oh my gosh! OH MY GOSH!!! I am going to an art class soon!!! I've always dreamed of being really really good at drawing and painting. So, this is it!!! YAY! And oh, I must not forget... the number one goal for this year is my nursing registration. I would really be happy just to be able to apply to the nursing board this year. Just that, and I can tick a BIG box! >.<

Can I even get more deeper on this blogging? Because I think I'm gonna be more cheesy with the next stuff that I'm gonna talk about. I said that I'm really so into doing the things I love the most...well, a great part of saying that is me choosing to share my life with a person that's been very dear to me, the man that I'm with, the man that I love... Gilbert. Believe me, it hasn't been easy at all to be where I am right now, having this feelings for him and choosing to be happy with him. Choosing to work on our relationship together. It's a fact that relationships are hard work, and this one is not exempted from that. But, I am happy and keeping the faith. I am inlove with him and it's such a beautiful feeling to have. To be able to love and be loved in return... I say that's one of the most beautiful things life could offer and I am thankful to have it.



Wow. I actually feel good after saying all that. And I know this year will be great because I am choosing 'me'. I'm choosing 'more of me' and I'm loving it!

Monday, January 20, 2014

Who Stole My Sushi?

So before going to work today, I bought some sushi for myself so I can have them for dinner at work. I got to work and I've put it in the fridge straight away. Shift started and it was going smoothly. I waited for my dinner break and when I had my turn to have it, was very keen going to the staff room. Went straight to the fridge only to find out that they were gone! I was like, "WHERE IS IT?! WHERE IS MY FOOD?!" So I searched the fridge thoroughly and I couldn't find them. :( Then I was like, "What am I gonna eat now?". Who stole my sushi?

I was keeping my cool but yes, I was pissed off. Who ever did that, that someone must be really hungry, I thought, yet is it reason enough to steal someone else's food? People tend to do things without thinking of other people. People can be selfish. People will do things to satisfy themselves. Sad reality, isn't it? But what calmed me was this fact in my head, the fact that I actually believe in karma and that karma will get him/her. KARMA -- a word so strong yet people tend to forget or ignore it, but it is so true. We all heard the sayings... "What goes around comes around." "Don't do unto others what you don't want others do unto you". Simple as that, but too hard to follow for some. It actually makes me feel so sorry for people who don't respect others. I feel sorry for people who don't actually care for other's feelings. It disgusts me, to be honest... Because if they care enough for themselves, they should know that if they would do something wrong, or would do something to hurt others, it will always, I mean ALWAYS come back to them. One thing that actually makes me feel okay after stuff like this happens is the fact that all through my life, karma has been my best friend, and will always be my best friend. You know why? Because I have eyes from up above. Eyes that can actually see every single thing that's happening. So, good luck to those who've hurt me, those who are plotting something to take me down, because I have eyes everywhere... because my best friend karma is my God, who knows and sees everything. I may not know everything, but my God knows, and like what I've always been doing, I will leave everything to Him, because it is true... I couldn't do anything without Him. I couldn't put it in any other way, My Lord is my saviour, my hero, my knight. He will always look after me. He will always save me. And He will always win the battle for me.

So to who ever stole my food, thank you. Thank you for the reminder that I am looked after by My King. Good luck to you! :)

Sunday, January 19, 2014

TWENTYFOURTEEN

This moment is amazing. I find this very moment amazing. Why? It's because I actually haven't blogged for so long, that I actually skipped a year. Yes, a year. Oh my, if I carefully think about it now, it makes me think and ask, "What's happened in that skipped year?". If I choose to answer that question, this blog will be too long, I won't be able to sleep until dawn. Anyway, I said this moment is just amazing because I finally am writing in here again and just realized how I miss blogging so much! So, HELLO 2014!

I don't know how to start talking about this year without looking at the past (last year most importantly), because it is based from there on how I am now building my life for this year. Yes, build. A word I hardly use. I don't even know how to build stuff. I even suck with playing lego before trying to actually make a dragon or even a simple truck out of the small pieces, but I always find myself trying though. I'm good with building houses! Hehe. But that is not the point here, is it?  I just said I am building my life. I will say that again... I AM BUILDING MY LIFE. This is the very first time that I'm actually able to say this with full confidence! And it feels so good that I feel like I'm going to cry soon (yes, nothing has changed, I'm still a cry baby). Wow. So much to say, so little time. So much to share, so little time to spare. *sighs* Well, since I've started this now, I think it will be nice if I really try my best to make as much entries as I can (so help me, God.), so when I get old and forgetful (not that I am not already forgetful), I will have something to read about myself or have someone read to me about myself and my wonderful life.

Fast rewind in 2013:

Jan - Feb Sucky... (sorry for the word)

Hmmm, I don't think it's a good idea to even talk about it all >.< So skip, skip, skip.

Bottom line for 2013, it has been the toughest year, I think, since I got here in Aussie and yes, I survived it! PRAISE GOD! Now, I'm stronger. I'm better. I'm wiser. And above all, I STILL have so much LOVE to give! I'm smiling while writing this because it feels good to know that on top of everything that's happened to me, my family, and loved ones, amid all the challenges, heartbreaks, and pain... GOD HAS BEEN SO GREAT that I still have so much love inside me. IT IS WONDERFUL and by far the MOST AWESOME FEELING ONE CAN HOLD. So much love that it is indeed a need for me to spread it all out everyday! Thank You, God, for everything! Your love is in me and Your love has taught me a lot last year---

LETTING GO.
MOVING ON.
FINDING THE COURAGE. 
FORGIVING. 
TAKING CHANCES.
FACING FEARS.
CHANGING THINGS THAT CAN BE CHANGED.
ACCEPTANCE.
PLANNING FOR MY OWN LIFE. 
HAVING CONFIDENCE. 
LOVING MYSELF MORE. 
BELIEVING THAT I CAN.

And I'm pretty sure there's a lot more but yes, those are the highlights. Am I lucky or am I lucky? Nope. I am blessed. Thank You, Father. You have proven once again that You are God and that if I trust in You, everything will be okay and things can only get better! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!