Our Daily Bread

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Love to all!

Monday, February 25, 2019

PAST

All caps for the title of this entry... because today, a revelation shocked me that has to do with the past.

PAST - I consider it as part of God's plan. That He has allowed everything to happen because He has a purpose. He has His reasons. And although I may not know the answers, I may not know His reason, still I have faith that it's part of His wonderful plans.

The past can definitely hurt me. In so many ways, that until now, I still wonder on how He allowed some awful things to happen. Broken family, broken promises. He allowed all of those to manifest. Why? Because He loves me. He loves us. There are definitely a lot of questions to ask still. But I offer them all to God. I offer all my questions, feelings, and emotions.. because I simply cannot do anything else but to trust Him. All I can really do is put my complete faith in Him. And I know that that is what He wants to happen. For me to only trust Him, nothing else. What I mighty God I serve!

And so today, even though a revelation from the past has inflicted pain in my heart.. I am grateful.. so grateful that God made me the way I am. He made my heart the way it is. A heart that is capable of loving everything and everyone despite of the things that have hurt me. I am grateful on how God made me like this, although I feel like sometimes it's easier if I actually am capable of hating.. capable of having grudges in my heart. But no! He doesn't want that. He made my heart pure enough to accept the things that I cannot change. A heart that can embrace the reality that life can be so unfair and mean. A heart that can forgive. A heart that can heal.. and love more and more, and even some more!

Thank You, God, for this heart of mine. You made me how and what I am, and I'm grateful for it.. I truly am. And so, I am offering this fragile heart to You. You have looked after me all these years and I know that You will do the same for the coming years. I know that you will take care of my heart wherever I go, who ever I'm with, whatever I do.. So, thank You, Father God. Thank you for Your unending and unconditional love. You are the same today, yesterday, and forever! And I am so proud to be called Your princess. My King, You are the source of all the joy and love that is in my heart right now. I cannot thank You enough for making it possible for me to be genuinely happy! I am so inlove with You Lord!

Saturday, February 23, 2019

GENUINE JOY AND LOVE

All caps on the title itself as it needed to emphasized, although, writing it in all caps can't give enough justice on how these feelings are manifesting in me in a huge way!

I haven't felt like this in so long, and I am truly grateful for feeling like this right now. The God who made it possible for me to feel all this joy and love, He is so amazing and I cry in joy on how He is so great and how He loves me so much! As I am typing away at the moment, I can't help put cry for joy! The tears that I have waited in so long... the tears of pure bliss!

Lord, thank You for everything! I don't know what I ever did to feel this way at the moment... But I trust that it is You who made this possible. I wonder how I feel this way... yet, I am reminded that I have prayed for this. I have prayed for healing, joy, love... and again, You have answered me. You love me so much even at times I feel like I am not worthy... You never, even once left me... even if I was in a way distant from You. Thank You, Lord, for never giving up on me. Thank You for making me feel so beautiful and for making me fall inlove with myself again. It's a feeling that I haven't felt in so long, and I have forgotten how it feels... but You made it possible to happen. Thank You, Lord for everything! I simply cannot thank You enough. But, what I can do is to continue to call unto You, to continue praising You, continue loving and trusting You in everything that happens in my life, continue to serve you, and continue telling people about how great You truly are!!!

I'm on a high on how inlove I am to God. This feeling of being inlove to Him, I haven't felt in so long that I have forgotten how amazing it feels! It radiates!!! I feel so happy and beautiful as well. How amazing?!

So, before I end this entry for today, I will leave a message that has kept me holding unto God ---

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path."

My heart is genuinely happy and full of love.

Friday, February 22, 2019

Emotional

It's been about 3 weeks now that I haven't been able to write something in here, although, I've always had the desire to do so... and tonight, here I am :)

So, what's been happening lately?

A LOT OF THINGS!  As usual... but in a very, very good way.

I have been loving and living the dream of finally practicing my nursing profession. The love that I feel with doing my job is overwhelming and I have God to thank for for everything!

"Lord, I am beyond grateful for everything that You have made possible. You show Your love to me in ways that I can't describe sometimes, and I feel often times that I'm not worthy but Your unending grace and love just overflows, and I can't thank You enough. Thank You, Lord, for everything!!!"

I AM SO INLOVE WITH NURSING! Like, there is no day when I'm at work where I just feel the power of being able to look after people in need, and this is what I do for a living! Are you kiddin' me?! :D
My heart is full of joy and love that it shows! It radiates to the people around me and I am just so thrilled to be an instrument of His love and grace. To be able to do this as my job, is simply AMAZING!!!

Nurse Christine - that is who and what I am, and I am so damn proud to be one!!! To be rewarded by doing this... I cannot fathom how happy I am now, that when I have to look back a month ago, I was in such deep sorrows to the point where I'm at the very bottom, but God saved me and showed me that LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AND THAT HE IS GREATER THAN ANYTHING OR ANYONE IN THIS WORLD!

I am definitely happier and feeling so much better than a month ago!
THANK YOU, FATHER GOD, FOR GIVING BACK MY JOYFUL HEART! I can't help but be emotional with all that's been happening in my life right now. I know sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy to be happy, questions like, "Should I be feeling happy right now? Do I have the right to feel this way?", but then again, I say to myself... I have prayed for this. I have prayed for my sorrowful heart to heal... to feel good again. To be happy again. To feel LOVE again... and all of this are exactly the ones evident in my heart right now. No lies. No doubts. Just purse bliss.

I AM GRATEFUL.

So, Little Christine... smile... because YOU DESERVE IT!!! WOOHOO :D